The Alamo Is No Place For Dancing

So I love this song. The Alamo Is No Place For Dancing by The Scene Aesthetic that is. I pretty much love their whole CD. When I am in "one of those moods" this is one of the CDs that I listen to.

A CD about being a guy, feeling like you have lost this great amazing love of your life, depressed in an emo sort of way type of thing. Pretty much the story of my life. I dont know why - - but its just like that.

I have been in a weird mood for a little over a week. Lots of reasons I suppose. I am hoping that when I go home for a week on the 16th that will be cured. I'm not sure how, but I think it will help. There are some people that I need to see and spend some time with that I have been waiting to see for a while. Some stuff I need to work through, some people I need to say goodbye to.

I feel like a lot of the reasons that I stayed in PA this summer are because I didnt think I was strong enough to go home and be faced with some temptations that seem to pop up around certain friends. And so I didnt want to deal with that. Is that good? I dunno, sort of I suppose. It will be interesting.

My high school years were the best years of my life...up until that point. Unfortunatley I am realizing that its time to move on - - hardcore. Stop clinging to the fantasies I had of life years ago, when I thought I could change people. I've realized its not me who does the changning. Rather I put myself out there and then pray, because its not up to me. And I am becoming ok with that I guess. Its hard. But thats life.

So here are the lyrics to that song that I love. Because I am done with this post.

Sing me a song, tell me about The things you're dealing with lately I don't understand how you could Sing to me lies, let them linger Inside of me, give me a reason To stay with you, just let me know So I can run away faster than ever before

Counting down all of the hours I've spent here Drowning in all of your lies dear I wish that I could have been warned So I'll tell them steer clear of Texas To warn them and let them all know what's in store To let them all know what's in store

I can't tell you how much I'd love to take back every word I said You gave me every reason to ignore the lies you fed me then And I'm so sorry dear, I must escape before you suffocate me So I waited patiently as long as I could Fought so hard for a girl, that I loved But who later turned out to be someone I hardly knew

Counting down all of the hours I've spent here Drowning in all of your lies dear I wish that I could have been warned So I'll tell them steer clear of Texas To warn them and let them all know what's in store To let them all know what's in store (To let them all know you're a whore)

Spent a lot of my time trying to make this alright, trying to make this alright Spent a lot of my time trying to make this alright, trying to make this alright Alone now, I hope this is all that you wanted Spent a lot of my time trying to make this alright, trying to make this alright And you'll be alone till, the time that you change, but you'll never change Spent a lot of my time trying to make this alright, trying to make this alright Alone now, I hope this is all that you wanted Spent a lot of my time trying to make this alright, trying to make this alright And you'll be alone till, the time that you change, but you'll never change Alone now, I hope this is all that you wanted And you'll be alone now, I hope this is all that you wanted